I was 15 with already low self-esteem when a boy teased me, saying the words "Maybe she's born with it, Maybe it's Maybeline....NO it's definitely maybeline!!!"
Those words have stuck with me. He may have been joking or just being a mean boy. The words may have been funny. However, to a girl who already hated everything about her appearance, those words were devastating.
How could I, now, as a grown woman still let these words haunt me? Why must I still put on makeup everytime I leave the house, even if it's only for a trip to the store?
More importantly, why am I letting my daughter see her mommy act this way? I tell her how beautiful she is constantly BUT what are my actions of having to cover myself with make-up teaching her?
Beyond that, what does my complaining and stressing over every detail teach her? My weight, my hair, all things in vanity.
I saw this image on pinterest and it broke my heart. Is this what I am teaching my almost three year old?
Today I will leave my house with no makeup. I will let my daughter see my confidence of who I am in the Lord and not who I was in the eyes of that 17 year old boy.
Although words cut deep, we cannot let them define us. Although magazines portray what society thinks we should look like, we cannot let them consume us.
I'm not saying that by putting on make-up or dieting we are teaching our children to hate themselves. But when we let it control us and our lives, it can be dangerous.
Choose to see yourself as Jesus sees you and not how you see yourself in the mirror. I am challenging myself to that. Will you all join me?